Never knew english or other is such a complicated language ...
When one says : stand up for me "
some idiots stand on bench ....
U - pick
they go with basket and pick any time of day ...
So What i have written here and all over is "Situational"
Only i can explain "Context " behind it and "meaning "
Just like i said " other place "
"translation " vs "meaning"
------
Which direction are we going?
Turning one person's situational writings on her ..
To loot all...
Making her into what we want ..
goddess, mascot , mascota, call girl, slumdog millionaire,
(even if she said she is "none")
We call ourselves developed? in what sense ?
when we encourage this behavior.....
Are we developed or under developed?
Easy target ...
We think ... harass and get what we want ... why not ask ?
For example ,
Do we keep voting for same individual whole life . because we liked ..
Answer is No, new one comes and we change , situational, isn't it ?
Same hallmark cards , who wrote , why ? do we ask them?
Movies ... who wrote the script ghost movies etc ( are they mental)
Besides what happens in "reel" life is in "reel" life ....
when u start making that to an individual in his / her "real life"
(ruth , no time to die, gone kesha ..... etc etc)
Hence ,
One way to look ...
which direction are we going ? if we are entertaining those who are doing it to an individual for
how many years ??????
Not telling a thing .....
Islolation for your lies or what ? why?
If we call ourselves "Number one" why not act like or make an attempt to become ..
Definitely not expected from individuals with authorities ....
They are there for their talents ... but often its seen
Once we get what we want " just like we want lamborgini" who cares how we keep it later or
how we use our power or rights given to us... Misuse why ?
Just to sabotage one Girl...
Assumptions .....
When someone or some set of individuals ...
Want to blow everything "out of proportion"...
For their "Gains" ,"Use for years " then say "xxxxx"....
How would you feel for "lost six years of your life?"
Tienes respuestas para todos?
A lo mejor "si"...
Then we sing " sweet dreams of ----"
Is it that "Easy" for the " Conscious" ??
"Yes" we " proved it ... we did it, it was our conscious"
How would you know ?
Ever ?
When there are many factors, sometimes the "gaps"
"Gaps" may not be the right word for it ....
Per say -
What one would say the difference bet. the "sky" and the "earth"
One end of spectrum & the other end of spectrum ....
North pole - South pole
The intentions ...
May be they started with "xxxxxx"
and changed over time ....
Only inner circle knew what went on ..
Or the inner self knew what went on ....
Initially or always was it "playing around with" ...
or
Initially and always "something different "...
True every where , every place and every time ....
How would one know ? EVER?
Cuando Necesitas Proteccion de Protector :
Conoces :- Con quien hablas?
Quienes son Protectors? Que ellos hacen? Para Que?
Sabes respuestas para todo?
Quienes saben respuestas para todo?
por que no dices?
( Yada yada yada ..... Not for all ... read disclaimer below and better yet see web version not mobile )
Everyone, everywhere awaits for this moment
For that sense of appreciation, recognition and all that comes along ...
For which or "which" , keeps us or kept us going relentlessly....
Forming our own circles along the way
Among many such personal achievements we all have community achievements
most of the time they both go hand in hand ...
So we created " mothers day" "fathers day" "woman's day" "men's day" and many such
The day is over " thing is over .. does it always work that way?"
or everyday stands as that and on these particular we try to appreciate it more and recognize more ..
the former part many times stands true and later comes as mask on face
Direct reality we always hate and as such, such "Individuals who showed it ( in the true sense
they were true friends and had guts to come to face and say , so to say inner circle")
Irrespective of all this .....well deserved recognition stands....
To all those with incredible work or things done "Cheers " "U all made everyone Proud"
With the help of "Set network"
"Gave all someone's things"
Especially to "those others "
"Just one way of information Flow "
"Encourage the wrong doers do more "wrong" and "get away" "
Saying "Life is not Fair"
" why NOT THE Other way around?"
"Is it Because we "Pre Planned ?"
When it's easier
to "Assume "
to "Read and Interpret own way"
to "Ask someone else"
why should we bother to check with
"whoever you are interested in Knowing about?"
All This ----
Just because we like making things "Difficult"
Especially "For Them"
We took someone on some "Ride"
Looking at their "life " we "Intended something" (true everywhere )
To make "us " feel "good" ?
To make "them" feel "good" ?
To "show" we can do "good" ?
To "show" they "deserved it" ? (why we thought they didn't have anything?)
To make them "think" they are "someone" ?
To make them "feel" they are "someone for short time" ?
Hope the motive was not " keep busy , time pass, favor etc "
Why we "Chose this individual?"
May be we saw "Qualities, things or just for whatever, over time our minds changed? did they?"
It started as "something " , resulting into "something", ending ? "ending into something" ?
Has it "Ended" ? Has just the "Warmup done"?
"Does it matter"? If "yes" To "who?"
"All Unknown to them for whom all was done"
But "the reality was different to whom we did this"
Do "good" " good will come back", Do "good" expect " nothing" :- Did / Do these terms ever stand a chance?
In this wave
"did we roll along and changed ourselves?
As along this journey many unknowns were realized, grounding us too (morally? )?"
When it is said that
"U think U are someone" sounds like they want what U have or they think U have something or they are unaware of your "reality"
"U are diff. so" Sounds like Ur abilities are somehow issue for them or they don't want to allow you to define yourself but they want to define "U" their own way
If we all were to be "same", it would have started first and foremost with "looks" .. Are we?
One might have same stories, circumstances, environment , views and yet each is diff.
When there is enough room for all, why "target One"
"Grow and let others Grow"
When we run out of ideas ....
When its easy to make and find some "scapegoat"....
why should we apply our brains? when we can freely misuse others everything....
Did someone give us right to do that?
We self appointed ourselves to do it , to get all fun and make fun ...
There was zero understanding of or interest in doing something good to / for someone .....
Making politics out of someone's everything....
We just "upped " ourselves" ...
We are big "Nothing"
---- This is under the name of "Freedom"
Over time ..... (now in 2021)
Pages in the memory reflect on....
-- People who helped " U " when needed ( now many unknown / yet to be known / none)
-- Friends forever ... Times Spent ... ( long disappeared for past six years / some simply used U for their benefits)
-- People who visited U & were Happy when with U ( False stories spread u came to know now)
-- A moment about people U lost in the Journey ( long gone , never to be seen for some individuals "tutu mai mai)
Life is a Journey..... Must go on............ ( tell what u did and why? who changed the course ?)
When and why we tend towards this or it is built-in or may be many other reasons under which we mould ourselves into this or for doing this...
We use all possible means to bring someone down, reasons unknown / may be known.
But when nothing works .. the last resort is of personal attacks..
True everywhere...
They may include each and everything about that individual. We invest all our resources into achieving this.Why we invest so much time in doing this? practically we could have used it to 'up' ourselves
or for bettering ourselves , rather we chose this .....
and then we said we have no energy for other things ..
when we are so consumed in doing bad to other where will we get that energy "wasted investment "??
Have we come to this? and why?
For those ....
When I was on Seattle Maharashtra mandal committee (Tumchicha Maitrin many know me with that name , I have all copies and am sure Khandekar kaka too and many more have kept them...) , Used to write plenty in the magazines Sa.na.vi.vi and Sarathi. At the same time Some other sites and had maintained my own four or so blogs which people used to read , they were shared and public ...
All old blogs hirvai, expression-within, happenings, sahaj-mi, hiking were open till 2008 /2009, then made them private. last year re-opened sahaj-mi and two days back "reflections - expression-withn" I being the only writer and author of everything, let me know who and i know got themselves access to it without permission. Besides as google changed site format and new theme has to be applied , had to just add that. The date and time of published is when it was published originally. Read this :-
Later as mentioned in Sahaj-mi blog I re-opened one last year 2020 and this now. For those who try to over analyze and main job is to find "hippocrats " etc things ..... Everything written was situation and set of individuals around that time based. Which is true for everyone.. So U can keep yourself busy finding "Bad" I say "DO hell no one forced u to read" ..
Today is the Day
Its amazing how low people can go to stop someone from growing or to get self or one's friends benefited. Used to think the story of two monkey & middle-man cat happens only in books. I guess it originated from real life experience. Many of them call themselves artist not even having basic quality of appreciating someone else. The term "goodeness in oneself attracts goodness in others" now has no meaning & rather never had any meaning. It's a period where only the language of "lies, manipulations, snatch, hide, steal" works. Use any of this, as long as you are benifited it is good. I guess today is "THE" day. I call it quit....
"Edited 2/23/2021" This was as said during SMM committee and things especially what SOAK did"