With the help of "Set network"
"Gave all someone's things"
Especially to "those others "
"Just one way of information Flow "
"Encourage the wrong doers do more "wrong" and "get away" "
Saying "Life is not Fair"
" why NOT THE Other way around?"
"Is it Because we "Pre Planned ?"
When it's easier
to "Assume "
to "Read and Interpret own way"
to "Ask someone else"
why should we bother to check with
"whoever you are interested in Knowing about?"
All This ----
Just because we like making things "Difficult"
Especially "For Them"
We took someone on some "Ride"
Looking at their "life " we "Intended something" (true everywhere )
To make "us " feel "good" ?
To make "them" feel "good" ?
To "show" we can do "good" ?
To "show" they "deserved it" ? (why we thought they didn't have anything?)
To make them "think" they are "someone" ?
To make them "feel" they are "someone for short time" ?
Hope the motive was not " keep busy , time pass, favor etc "
Why we "Chose this individual?"
May be we saw "Qualities, things or just for whatever, over time our minds changed? did they?"
It started as "something " , resulting into "something", ending ? "ending into something" ?
Has it "Ended" ? Has just the "Warmup done"?
"Does it matter"? If "yes" To "who?"
"All Unknown to them for whom all was done"
But "the reality was different to whom we did this"
Do "good" " good will come back", Do "good" expect " nothing" :- Did / Do these terms ever stand a chance?
In this wave
"did we roll along and changed ourselves?
As along this journey many unknowns were realized, grounding us too (morally? )?"
When it is said that
"U think U are someone" sounds like they want what U have or they think U have something or they are unaware of your "reality"
"U are diff. so" Sounds like Ur abilities are somehow issue for them or they don't want to allow you to define yourself but they want to define "U" their own way
If we all were to be "same", it would have started first and foremost with "looks" .. Are we?
One might have same stories, circumstances, environment , views and yet each is diff.
When there is enough room for all, why "target One"
"Grow and let others Grow"
When we run out of ideas ....
When its easy to make and find some "scapegoat"....
why should we apply our brains? when we can freely misuse others everything....
Did someone give us right to do that?
We self appointed ourselves to do it , to get all fun and make fun ...
There was zero understanding of or interest in doing something good to / for someone .....
Making politics out of someone's everything....
We just "upped " ourselves" ...
We are big "Nothing"
---- This is under the name of "Freedom"
Over time ..... (now in 2021)
Pages in the memory reflect on....
-- People who helped " U " when needed ( now many unknown / yet to be known / none)
-- Friends forever ... Times Spent ... ( long disappeared for past six years / some simply used U for their benefits)
-- People who visited U & were Happy when with U ( False stories spread u came to know now)
-- A moment about people U lost in the Journey ( long gone , never to be seen for some individuals "tutu mai mai)
Life is a Journey..... Must go on............ ( tell what u did and why? who changed the course ?)
When and why we tend towards this or it is built-in or may be many other reasons under which we mould ourselves into this or for doing this...
We use all possible means to bring someone down, reasons unknown / may be known.
But when nothing works .. the last resort is of personal attacks..
True everywhere...
They may include each and everything about that individual. We invest all our resources into achieving this.Why we invest so much time in doing this? practically we could have used it to 'up' ourselves
or for bettering ourselves , rather we chose this .....
and then we said we have no energy for other things ..
when we are so consumed in doing bad to other where will we get that energy "wasted investment "??
Have we come to this? and why?
For those ....
When I was on Seattle Maharashtra mandal committee (Tumchicha Maitrin many know me with that name , I have all copies and am sure Khandekar kaka too and many more have kept them...) , Used to write plenty in the magazines Sa.na.vi.vi and Sarathi. At the same time Some other sites and had maintained my own four or so blogs which people used to read , they were shared and public ...
All old blogs hirvai, expression-within, happenings, sahaj-mi, hiking were open till 2008 /2009, then made them private. last year re-opened sahaj-mi and two days back "reflections - expression-withn" I being the only writer and author of everything, let me know who and i know got themselves access to it without permission. Besides as google changed site format and new theme has to be applied , had to just add that. The date and time of published is when it was published originally. Read this :-
Later as mentioned in Sahaj-mi blog I re-opened one last year 2020 and this now. For those who try to over analyze and main job is to find "hippocrats " etc things ..... Everything written was situation and set of individuals around that time based. Which is true for everyone.. So U can keep yourself busy finding "Bad" I say "DO hell no one forced u to read" ..